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zomga zomga fiasfklajfja i met andrew de tores :D
i saw
a really good band
we the kings
metro station
danger radio
off broadway
and i was so happy!
andrew was so nice
and andy and marvin too :d
i met so many people
AND A GIRL NAMED JELISA!
i think this month is gonna make me smile
completly make me cured :D
im so happy right now
you cant stop the beat!!!!!
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happy - Music:less than three
8] go see it!
- Mood:
sore - Music:fences paramore! ::D
ive been working stuff out with people and im alot happier :] i dont care what you have to say/think about me ,honestly go choke on your spit you filthy cheep hoe :]
tontie was good too :]] i really know what i want now since ive been crying for like 3 hours, i know what i want and i want him.
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creative - Music:paramore
tonight was honestly the most amazing night of summer , evreything went so magical :] we got back to my place at 1030/11 ish ate pizza + chilled out evreyone left sept jared nicole kim + jaime. reavey fell asleep but srsly i had the deepest converstation with thoese other three :) and like it was amazing seriously i can't believe i met such amazing people who make me feel amazing :] i realized so much shit was honestly not even my fault. its 544 we watched the sun come up + ran out side for a few :] and seriously no one [sept reavey] fell asleep, we all had so much fun :] and idn what id do without them this day was pure shit . but these four changed my life hah, i know its stupid to say in one night but they seriously didd. and i want love :] i actually have a new boy in mind but im not sure he'll ever care :/
oh and at 5:52 i made my point i was right,hah, woww.
- Mood:
awake - Music:super smash brothers music.
- Mood:
tired - Music:hit the lights
on that note today was good :] i had the chance to think about things and i kinda know what i want, i want him hah, and i want love. i want to be loved. and i want to be happy, unfourtantly i have no friends + no boyfriend to do that. so im working on that too. i srsly think a majority of these people in this town should grow the fuck up :] but o.b.v no one knows how too.
- Mood: happy
- Music:the almost :]
but evreyone just wants more shit..
its making me sick to look at your face and to pretend like i care it puts me to shame how fake you could be .. and how shallow you others are. i love how evreyone fights today it seems like my holidays always seem to get ruined. i feel sick i want to throw up and i wish someone was here with me right now i cant take this shit, evreyone makes me feel worse then i already do and i dont want to be here anymore.
metuchen*
im most likely moving outta here in a month and im sorry for what ever drama/pain+ anoyance ive caused. i dont know what i did to some of you and i dont know why ive lost a few of you as friends... but im sorry
and to these few people who are mad/confused whatever at me i'm really sorry and theres no way to change the past ? and i dont understand how someone could be as cruel ? but whatever.
somepeopleneedtogrowthefuckup
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pissed off - Music:where is the love?! BEP!
- Mood:
hyper - Music:the rocket summer
i do like another boy though its kinda hard to focus on him if im stuck on this one boy ^ but its kinda confusing and i just want to be happy with someone at least. but BLAH. idnn how to be :l i miss edison.. i miss my old friends. im loosing my metuchen friends quicker then i lost my edison peeps. :l but im with my bestyy now and were watching 28 days later on the big screan so i haffta go.
.... i miss him and i want him backkk
but i have multi-feelings. and at times
i hate him so muchhh and i never want to see him ,again
but i still miss him and i hate that the most <3
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gloomy - Music:emanuel
suprisingly today was one giant roller coaster. fa reel. evreything was so good then shityy then perfect :] im stuck here with reavey jared jaime & tariq watchin the longest yard lmfao :] and honestly i couldn't be happier.
i've been slowlyy getting outta this annoying depression shit even though i see him more today then ever and it gets me all upset like.. idn it gets to me and i dont know why because in a way i dont care but i still kinda do ? but anywayyss[ : i found another supaa cute boyy. & again im wasting my timee so i believe i should give up before i start finding hope. since evreyone loves to let me downn. i might as well get an early start seeing im gonna be missrable.. for at least a while.
and lately ive been too nice and it seems no one cares ? like i guess evreyone just enjoys hating me for no reason ? or giving me shit because of nothingg?blah and i just love rumors too.
esp. on my singlee life is no ones conceren i dont mean to sound like "evreyones asking" but evreyons saying i hooked up with them ?
i've pecked guys cheeks and MAYBE lips but srsly thats it. and its not like its nothign more because i only hookup with people i like so stop saying " jelisa hooked up with me " omgaa bullshitt. because i srsly like this boyy. and i hate how people are like 16 and act 5.
- Mood: annoyed
- Music:ultraviolet
so anyways lifes been starting to become like a roller coaster ups & downs but mostly alot of let downss. im singlee again :l for the first time in five months and its got me pretty damn confused. i do like a boy though :] but im pretty sure he doesnt like me so that brings this self esteem lower :l but whatever ill try :] schools finnally out & im working on getting a job baha, and something else to do then be bored outta my mind downtown evrey damn dayy. i've been fighting with too many people lately but i've also been chyllin with a widdle gurl who saved me alot (: anddd reavey amanda nikki jared jaime eric & tariq alott :) butt yea. my mom is also being homo about this whole summer thingg. and i hopee things are gonna clear upp.
- Mood: tired
- Music:say anything
